I should have just gone there and save myself from all this regret. IT'S SUPER JUNIOR YOU IDIOT. HOW COULD YOU JUST SKIP OUT ON THEIR CONCERT? I'm just so mad at myself for not going? At first, I'd decided not to go because so many things were happening. But then I realised that I wanted to go so badly and it was planned since humans roamed the earth. So why not? Then after I decided that I wanted to go, there were complications. I needed my debit card, which was confiscated by whoever, to collect the tickets. I was mentally strained at 3am, so I decided not to go. MOSH PIT TICKETS LEH. WTF. I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF NOW. Then my friend told me she manage to get the tickets without my card. Sigh.

Yesterday I woke up, full of regret. I thought to myself, who cares if there's a risk in me going there and not getting the tickets? It was better than staying home. I cried when I realised that I had no way of changing things, since it was already so late.

1. Stay home, awkward atmosphere, feel pressurized.
2. go there, enjoy a hell of a weekend, get home and receive hell.

Which option sounds more appealing? To me, option 2.

I'm actually angrier than I'm sounding on this post. It's just that currently, it's more of the "laugh, what can you do about it? it's over. give in the fate" than the "GARH WTF IM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE" thing. I'm really upset about it. I just... dammit forget it.

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