I've been sort of suppressing this for a long time. I swear that I can't get over the Lot One incident and the fact that I failed to get SHINee's signatures at the Oh Joonsung Concert. I was chatting with other Shawols on SeoulFM and the lot one incident was brought up. Some people were flaunting the signatures that they got and I just felt so livid. I'm rather tired of repeating my Lot One, Suju Super Show 2 and Oh Joonsung story over and over again so here it is.

SS2 I JUST FAILED TO GO AND STAND AT THE MOSH PIT BECAUSE OF PERSONAL REASONS. SO SCREW THAT.

Oh Joonsung concert - well I can't complain. I mean my friend went to see the concert partially for me. So we watched the concert on Tuesday instead of Monday. No signatures. Another disappointment.

Lot One - I got cut 7 people before me. The 1000th person was 7 people before me. I swear that my glare could have melted the flesh off of the guards and officials' face. NOT MINE, BUT THEIRS. How could they have come up with the worst management/organisation ever? I was THIS CLOSE to punching the guards face and I wish that I did so I could have broken their snobby noses and wipe that smirk off of their faces. THEY SHOULD KNOW THAT THEY ARE DEALING WITH FAN GIRLS/BOYS AND NO ONE IS GOING TO LET THEM OFF THAT EASY. That explains why people did pry open the doors of Lot One, nearly knocking down the barriers when they refused to let Shawols enter the roof garden, and so on. I know that that is unruly behaviour, but I didn't say that approve of them or did I participate in them. I'm just saying that they should NEVER underestimate fans. I can vividly remember the anger I'd felt then. Anger then fatigue and disappointment followed. Disappointment so strong that it could only crush me. I went home to shower, but it only brought on the tears because only then I was truly alone. I'd cried myself to sleep that day.

Here's the highlight. The next day, I saw people selling their autographed albums on fan sites and ebay. HOW DARE THEY DO THAT? And they daresay that they are fans? Their defense? "I'm a fan! I'm just trying to earn some money. I'd spent a lot of money on taxi fares and the album itself!" WHAT UTTER RUBBISH. IF YOU'RE A FAN YOU WOULDN'T EVEN DO THAT. You're a fake fan. A FAKE. People who claimed to be fan boys just went there to MAKE MONEY. (I'm not saying all of them, just some.) People who are stupid enough to buy the albums from them, well, I have to say that you're being stupid.

What's the point of getting the signatures when you didn't get it on your own? Seeing SHINee face front and getting their signatures on your own accord is what's most important! You didn't even get to see them sign it for you personally!

Audrey: " People get merchandises because they want to keep it for memory's sake, but an autographed album is only worth getting if you got it by your own efforts. I would rather not get it if I don't get to see them"

Labels: Lot One, SHINee, Super Junior, Super Show 2